~My apologies~

by **Prince Utena Tenjou** Sat Apr 03, 2010 7:53 pm

"They say if you have been bitten by a snake, chances are you'll get poisoned. The venom sinks deeply into the veins and it numbs you slowly. But if the person whom has dealt you the poison with their venomous hand can hurt you, they can also help. They have the antidote. That is what I intend to do. Suck the poison from those whom I've given it to, whether by chance or purposefully. I apologize to everyone here, for I do not know what it is I did wrong, I don't recall it, but I am apologizing to each wrong I may have dealt you all along the way. I was a fool and much less an ignorant person to have done whatever I did to you. Now, I'm not asking for a second chance because I know you're all too kind, and you've already given me several. But I just want you all to look into your hearts, and find the wrong anyone has ever done to you and maybe try to set it free. I am not saying you have to, but it would be a good thing to witness. Now, I'm asking for another chance, a cleaner slate. I don't want to introduce myself over and go through with you everything we already have been through. But I just want to be able to feel that connection, that spark again. The click I once felt when we all RPed here at this splendor site. I don't know if I will ever receive a sense of satisfaction in this life just from apologizing. I may be apologizing all of my life to come. But I could not stand it if I rid someone wrong and didn't apologize for it. I am letting go of hateful emotions and starting over. This is my chance to make things right between me and the people behind the screens. You, who have in one way or another touched my heart. You, who have made me happy, provided an escape from the dramas of the real world. You, everyone, made it happen. I thank you greatly and respect you greatly for that. No more wrong shall this prince do. Now I ask for your hands in friendship once more, and your forgiveness in this new era of Midnight Crossings. If you are reading this, then I thank you for your time."

~Utena~